I decided to lock my journal because the entries are way more personal than I thought they would ever be and I want to keep them save. I want to know who is reading about my life, friends and school.


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All graphics I made in the past will still be open for everyone, but if you are only interested in my graphics and want to see what's new visit xseidx, my icons and graphics community, and join it.

I'm currently taking requests at xseidx, so be sure to serve your spot.

I added a completely new look to my icons & graphics community Someone Else Is Driving with a layout and a profile banner featuring The Hoosiers. Click here to view the profile page.

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New icons are to come soon. They will feature newcomer Steve Appleton and bands like All Time Low and Paramore. Textures and tutorials will be published in time, as well. Expect the great.

Does anyone know where to find the images on which Alex Gaskarth wears the yellow Where's the Beef? tee? It'd be awesome if you posted a link or a site in the comments..thank you so, so much in advance :))

I figured that getting sick until next week would be the most likely thing that could happen to me right now. I mean, I'm freaking out about pretty much everything that's on the way - exams mostly and some homework I have to hand in until Wednesday and next week's Thursday - and am really afraid of taking my FCE exams on June 13th. Gosh, it seems to be so long til then, which is quite a nice feeling because it makes me think I can do it all, but it's deceitful as well because it's only three weeks til then and time passes so quickly.

I'm sick of doing revision and stuff for school..gosh, I even forgot to study Latin for tomorrow's final Latin exam (yessss, it's the last one I'll ever take, haha). For each exam taken a long time of a torturous waiting process starts. I hate it. I'm sick of going to school :(( Yet I'm afraid of what comes after, but well..who isn't?

So last night I had this dream about myself and my non-existing boyfriend, who I forgot during the entire dream. At the beginning he came to me and kissed me, we stood close at school and then left for our classes. I think my dream covered an interval of three or four weeks in which I never gave a damn about my boyfriend - I just lived my life trying to keep track of everything, except our relationship.. Then as I was about to wake up, I suddenly thought about this blonde guy that looked a lot like Steve Appleton and Lee Colin Bailey in one with slight features of Alex Gaskarth (I so wanna meet that mix-up guy LOL), ran to school, kissed him and said I was absolutely sorry about the past few weeks..
I don't give much about omens or the coherences of my dreams to reality (sometimes they're rather fascinating though), but this time I got a little scared since I do forget each and everything that's not written on a huge yellow or pink paper :// I got so many note pads flying around, I don't even know which ones are important anymore :(( Life's such a bitch lately, a hectic, stressful, time-eating bitch.

Just thought I'd let you know.

Okay, I snagged this from taennchen just because I thought it was fun to do :))

1. Put your iTunes or whatever on shuffle.
2. Post the first line from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing they are.
3. Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
4. Strike the songs when someone guesses correctly.

01. Nice legs, daisy dukes makes a man go.. Starstrukk - 3OH!3
02. I woke up early in my hotel room.. Good Day - The Click Five
03. Watch the sunrise, say your goodbyes off the go..
04. Sense never seemed to make sense to me.. Rules - The Hoosiers
05. No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.. That's What You Get - Paramore
06. Hyptonized by mirrors, you should look out your window.. Everything Goes Dark - The Hoosiers
07. Beating hearts baby, baby is this love for real? Beating Heart Baby - Head Automatica
08. I'm not sure, oh, what I see..
09. The lips that skip are the lips that press.. Bounce - The Cab
10. Innocence, sunk the glow and drowned in covers.. She's A Handsome Woman - Panic At The Disco
11. He's like my Cloe shows, Betsey bag, oh, he's cute..
12. He calls the mansion not a house, but a tomb.. To The End - My Chemical Romance
13. Prison gates won't open up for me.. Savin' Me - Nickelback
14. She turned me on, but now I'm shakin'.. True To Me - Metro Station
15. I took a picture of a girl I once knew.. Fear Of Flying - A Rocket To The Moon

Help me, make it grow :))

Take a look at xseidx, my icons and graphics community. You'll like what you'll see ;))

I've changed the layout at xseidx, Someone Else Is Driving. I did need a new one because the old one was getting boring. I'll change the colors and add a different header image in a few days and the request stuff will be posted soon, as well.

I also joined a new icon challenge community » riot_stills and will hopefully become a banner maker over there :))


Click the image to get to the community.

That's it for now, I'll be back later :))

This post won't be f-locked or informative for anyone, unless you think that little meme is informative.
I've kinda been creative lately and made a couple of Kelly Clarkson icons I added to my graphics community Someone Else Is Driving yesterday along with some older icons I haven't shown anyone on my community yet.

Teasers



030 Kelly Clarkson
017 All Time Low [+ 01 wallpaper]
013 Forever The Sickest Kids [+ 02 wallpaper]
005 Paramore [+ 02 wallpaper]
006 We The Kings

See the rest HERE @ xseidx


I've also been tagged for a meme by pinkninjafish, so yeah. That meme thing's under the cut.




( Oooh, Mister Sexy.. )

I've been sent my new The Virgins CD today and thought I'd share them with my LJ friends and everyone who visits this journal. The download links are under the second cut.



( we're best friends, we hold hands, we're in love, you're my man.. )

These past days have been..okay. My friends and I have been to two great parties on the weekend and I think everyone enjoyed themselves, so it was alright. I might show you some photos as soon as Franzi will pass them to me.
She also has a boyfriend now, but I don't really know what to write about that. I mean, yeah, I am excited for her and glad she's so happy right now, but yeah. I want one, too ;D

Before I'll go on talking about my offline life and what's been going on lately, I need to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to ullaaa and eternalpasion!! I am so extremely sorry I did not write a message on the actual days you've had birthday on, but yet I wish you everything gorgeous in life, all the best, good luck for everything, tons of fun, love, amazing friends, great chances you can take and lots of success and health and everything good you can think of!! May all your wishes come true ♥♥

I did not have any time to really design birthday banners for you and I'm sorry about that, but I've been very uncreative these past weeks, I'm so unmotivated and just feeling like..blah D:
That scar on my arm (which I've taken a photo of and posted some entries earlier) has become more red than before. It sometimes looks okay and sometimes looks disgusting and it's not getting paler, which sucks D:
My mom and I have been to the hair dresser's today and I dyed my hair, which is dark brown now. A picture will come later for sure, I just look a little shitty today though because some of the brownish color's at the hairline on my forehead, which I couldn't wash away yet (I have to take a shower first).

Right now I'm listening to The Cab and I just realize for how long I haven't listened to their music D: Damn, I love their songs and don't listen to them, haha. I so know what I'll be listening to tomorrow morning before going to school :D

Well, that's it for now. I'm off to create some awards for anakin_icontest and finish my uncle's website. Take care ♥

I now am one of the maintainers of dontlet_medown and will post all my music related graphics there, they will still be posted at xseidx, as well.


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Too tired to write about what had happened since I last posted here.



The banner says it all. Do it.
xseidx will be updated really soon, too. Requests are still open, it's your chance.

I'm taking icon requests at xseidx, just thought I'd let you know ;))

Today's been kinda crappy, Tuesday wouldn't pass :// Everything literally took hours..

ICON UPDATE HERE @ xseidx!!
I love comments, you know ;D

Teasers


015 Lee Colin Bailey
009 All Time Low
028 Paramore
054 Criminal Minds
003 Star Wars

EDIT: To end this day in the most perfect way anyone could ever think of, I spilled half a litre of soda over my keyboard D: The world hates me!!

First of all I'd like to thank aartesia for making lots of gorgeous Lee Colin Bailey icons for me (and other user on LJ), they look fantastic, darling!! Thank you so, so much!!

Well, I haven't really written about anything that's happened lately and will not do it now, either. I'm just too tired.
All I wanted to do was tell you that I've updated xseidx, so go check it out :))

Teasers



003 Various requested icons
020 Twilight

See the rest HERE @ xseidx

Join it :D

I updated my graphics community Someone Else Is Driving, xseidx, with 17 Gilmore Girls icons that especially feature Rory and Jess. Well, I adore them, so they had to be shown in my graphics, haha.

Teasers



See the rest H E R E @ xseidx :))

I hope you'll enjoy the graphics and it'd be amazing if you joined/watched my community ;)

Just wanted to let you know I have an update at xseidx :))
I'll watch Gossip Girl now and dream a little more about Rory & Jess, haha. See you later tonight.

Oh and have a look at anakin_icontest's new layout, it features my header :)) Plus some pimping right here: